chrisssssteeeeeennnaaaahhh

CHRISTINA:
1) has split personalities
2) disregard what others sees her as
3) is a great believer in herself
4) is thankful of what God had given her, the good and the bad, everything.
5) will crazily goes for what she truly wants, disregardless of the outcome.
6) believes that nothing is unachievable.
7) is trying to be independant.
8) practises saying "Please", "Sorry", "Thank You"!
9) is utterly-stubborn, she always liked to get burnt. Lol
10) likes adventures.
11) likes to explore and reach out as far as she could!
12) DOESN'T like to answer calls.
13) DOESN'T explain nor relate to others how she feels.
14) is tired & numb of what's going around her.
15) is afraid of humans. They are the ones that make the world a little more misery in each already troubled lives.
16) always remind herself, : "You reap what you sow"
17) LOVES TRAVELLING!
18) IS THANKFUL OF THOSE PEOPLE WHO ARE NICE TO HER AND HELPED HER THROUGHOUT THIS ORDEAL.
19) IS SORRY TO THOSE THAT SHE HAD DONE WRONG.
20) will be leading the life she ought to live soon. =)
21) really hopes her wish will come true.


Suffer in silence
When words are blown away
Why speak when noone hears
When powerful wind prevails
Put your head aside
& keep your head unseen
If your voice is stilled
Don't spit against the wind.

Missing the Good Old Times...

Its 1657, im day-dreaming, munching on anything i can see in my fridge. Just doesn't have the mood to do anything or go anywhere. My mind is all messed up, thinkin' about this, worrying about that. & That holiday, omg it was a disaster. Well, at least i caught up with bro & some friends.

I HAVE REALISED WHAT IS MISSING & WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!

Haahaa... yup, thats missing.

Always missing, it shall never returned.

God Blesses Everyone & Also a Happy Merry Lunar mOO Year!

May there be peace in everyone, everywhere.....


Love,
chris

13 December Part II

Interesting name? A Center for?

Just done with shopping, its darn hot.....




X'Mas trees all around, feeling it...

MBK with Dean & Gf..

Then we popped by the King's Palace? & There's this event for Red Cross...

Yummilicious food they have here, eat & sleep all day all night long...

In the Middle of the Night...

Nothing to do, I went to buy flowers & Lavender Foam bath to relax myself, do some soul searching. & When you are alone & REALLY NOTHING TO DO, "I" tend to be vain, so just plainly taking pictures of MYSELF. MUAHAAHAA.. But SHIOK! I've learnt to sleep alone. Very well... =) & i am absolutely enjoying it.. =)

Blow away all the pain & sorrow, Give me back myself. Let me fall down & climb up by myself. Again

Lame uh, lap top is always.. beside me...... This is LIFE

I am not going to be like last time anymore.. =)

Reading a book by the pool, is really very relaxing.. But jumping into the pool is not such a good idea, because its darn cold......

3AM: Can't sleep & Internet Down.......

So i iron my clothes lo, LOL..... But still wanna take picture.. Just some memoirs of travelling alone. Twinkle~

"Nobody wants to be lonely, neither anyone wants to get hurt"
I don't wanna be a player, & I also don't wanna be a loser.
Single & Loving it.

Day 2 : 9 December

Erawan Shrine @ Chit Lom
After praying, i felt so tired. So i sat down & took a break....

X'mas is around the corner!!!!!!!

A very special day to me, I haven't had any plans yet. But its going to be a Happy Happy Merry X'mas for 2008!

The Christmas trees at my hotel.

Well, didn't really have the mood to shop. I was more interested in going back to my room and watch TV, surf the net and go swimming. But hell to the internet in the Hotel. It was down! Darn! What a dismay. I wouldn't go back there again, definitely. Ok, this is only the 2nd day, there aren't many nice pictures to take in Bangkok, unless you venture outside the heart of Bangkok. I was just plain lazy, didn't really went out. Perhaps the next few days.... Cheers....

Day 1 : 8th of December 2008

Budget is like that uh.. Haahaa

Walking down the alley alone.....

Reached my Re-Treat

Its Chocolate Inside....

ME! ALONE! =)

LIFE

LIFE- isnt't completed without problems yah? I guess so, finally i could stay home & free myself from that nightmare which i hope i will forget soon..

NUMB- is how i am feeling.. I don't grumble about the letdowns anymore, take a deep breathe & sway it away. Somehow just feeling numbed, relationships? nono.. scary..

A TREAT FOR MYSELF- Bangkok 8th December, let me be a loner & explore this place of contradictions.

THANKS- To all the people who care for me & have cared for before, i will not forget & shall pass it on too.. =)

MOST IMPORTANTLY- Thank God for your Guidance, for giving me the strength to move on.....


GOOD NIGHT~!

Bangkok 8th December

The Love I Left Behind....




Im leaving, i need a break. Yes an excuse to run away. After this month of the other side of me, i decided to put everything behind. I want a new life, forget about what had happenned. Do let me do so, hopefully after the trip, my mind will be settled & dealt with.

Let me explore, alone, do whatever i wana do, BUT, i need my dear lap top with me wherever i go. Muahahaha... 8 more torturing days, quick end this days man. Its tough.

Let me just laze on the swimming pool, reading a book, surfing the net, roam around the streets, do whatever i wanna do. Thats the only way to make myself happy i guess..

7:09AM: Havent slept, don't think of doing that till noon. Lots of stuffs to DO!

&


I am finally single.
Thought it through,
Hurt no others & not getting hurt.
Let's just put relationship aside at this moment.
Somehow my heart is numbed.
Do let me be independant without a companion.
I ought to learn to do that,
Never hoped into a relationship without getting to know each other better.
That's what I've learnt.
& No dragging,
No hurting,
No betraying.

So being single is the best , @ this moment.
=)

Hua Hin vs Redang

This is Hua Hin, don't really enjoy this place, but i love the sea, the sea breeze, brings me peace.

I love Redang, I WANNA GO THERE ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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