a.l.o.n.e

It seemed all so happy within me and around me, but it isn't so. Too much kept within that none is supposed to be shared. How tough. Too big a decision that took almost a year to decide, and yet it remain undecided. Too many whys for myself to answer, laughter fakes my sadness away.
Wasted another year, is it really so hard to make a decision?

Sincerely and deeply grateful for all the nice people that i've met. Im very sorry for whatever wrongs that I've done. I didnt want/mean to create uneccesary problems to add up to my already troubled life. And for those who did me wrong, I sincerely thank you too. You made me learn to be even stronger. But however strong I am, the emptiness inside is still screaming for help. Can you hear me?

**** I cant handle this all alone....****