My 21st Birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!
Happy, and Sad,
How contradicting LIFE could be....

I celebrated my 21st somewhere far away from home, so near yet so far, well, all i wish for is for myself not to give up my life & NEVER SAY DIE! Had fun though, went to RCA:Route 66, to celebrate my birthday. Received a cake, and a very meaningful one and only present that i had received from Dean. Which at that very critical and rough period of my life somehow brightens up my day so much. I put it right infront of my bed, so that when i wake up & sees it, it made my day brighter, making me having the will to live on... = ) The flower has its meaning, it means bringing strength & having joy and light in your life. I was really touched, because somehow it gave me the strength and motivation that i seriously need. Thanks so much, for that only present that I've had received for my 21st Birthday. One of this meaningful gift is more than enough. Life is short, cherish your loved ones, make everyone happy and pass it on.... = )

Flower Name is Ban Nai Ru Raoe
Meaning: The Flower that never dies...

May there be Joy in my life Always....

Dean & Me @ Route 66

A Meaningful Song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_KPv7onNpU4

作詞：阿沁 作曲：阿沁

請不要分了以後還記得親吻過的承諾
妳的永久 已不屬於我
默默低頭那時我很多話哽在喉嚨
妳的笑妳的快樂
或許我愛太多想太多
我能感受 他比我適合
愛放了手 我偽裝冷漠
逼妳先說分手

請原諒我
原諒我不成熟
不愛妳是藉口
好讓妳離開我
請原諒我
好想自私將妳佔有
妳的寂寞就給我承受
換妳過更好的生活

請不要分了以後還記得親吻過的承諾
妳的永久 已不屬於我
默默低頭那時我很多話哽在喉嚨
妳的笑妳的快樂
或許我愛太多想太多
我能感受 他比我適合
愛放了手 我偽裝冷漠
逼妳先說分手

請原諒我
原諒我不成熟
不愛妳是藉口
好讓妳離開我
請原諒我
好想自私將妳佔有
妳的寂寞就給我承受
換妳過更好的生活

愛過恨過哭過也笑過
親吻過妳的脆弱
其實我比誰都要懦弱
原諒我
必須假裝愛錯
別讓時間逗留
我怕說不出口
原諒我
沒有解釋太多
心痛
別無所求
徹底忘了我
愛原來有捨得

我難過
我才懂

ALONE

This life of race, I wonder why do humans give each other so much too many pressures?
Even closest ones, they are this near but a world apart of each other deep inside.
Why do i always felt pushing to the rear corner with fingers pointing at me?
Why cant i have the courage to express out whats the underlying issue to everyone?
But then again, what is the point of doing it. Everytime, i would be the one , the bad one.
Have you all/everyone, ever thought of the good times?

How hard im struggling, how tired i am to face myself everyday... There's just nobody.
No mummy, No daddy, No loved ones.
Only Me.

& the world opposite me.

See the surface & its only a paint of lies.
Breathe in the air & you will realise the truth deep inside.....



No more be griev'd at that which thou hast done:
Roses have thorns, & silver fountains mud,
Clouds & eclipses stain both moon & sun,
And loathsome canker lives in sweetest bud.
All men make faults, & even I in this,
Authorizing thy trespass with compare,
Myself corrupting, salving thy amiss,
Excusing thy sins more than thy sins are;
For to thy sensual fault I bring in sense-
Thy adverse party is thy advocate-
And 'gainst myself a lawful plea commence,
Such civil war is in my love & hate,
That I an accessory needs must be
To thy sweet thief which sourly robs from me.


Shakespeares

The Thickness of the Thinnest Things in Life

Ever questioned yourself?
What's the underlying importance of the unseen , unrealized things/people that surround us?
What are they?
Who are they?
How would we feel when they're gone?

Always believed that nothing is unachievable, unless you really want to fly up to the moon using the most basic and free vehicle- your two legs. Its more of how we overcome ourselves, how much effort you want to put in. Most often, we neglect our closest ones, our dear families. Yes, most of us are living together, together physically but not emotionally. Busily watching TV, playing games, sleeping, doing things individually yet together in a whole. While busy planning for the better future ahead, we lost the presence of the most valuable in the present. This song made me wants to cherish every single souls around me, don wanna miss out anything, anybody in this life anymore.......

Jay Chow's new song : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IbHFFpVfKgM&feature=related

稻香

對這個世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢繼續往前走
為什麼人要這麼的脆弱 墮落
請你打開電視看看
多少人為生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我們是不是該知足
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

不要這麼容易就想放棄 就像我說的
追不到的夢想 換個夢不就得了
為自己的人生鮮艷上色 先把愛塗上喜歡的顏色
笑一個吧 功成名就不是目的
讓自己快樂快樂這才叫做意義
童年的紙飛機 現在終於飛回我手裡
所謂的那快樂 赤腳在田裡追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂給叮到怕了 誰在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著風唱著歌睡著了
哦 哦 午後吉它在蟲鳴中更清脆
哦 哦 陽光灑在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

Made me wants to cherish and be contented of what's given, and to work hard to have what you want, not forgetting people who have once been into your life and lent you a helping hand. Thought of happy moments, laughters, happiness that money cant buy. To cherish now, be grateful of the past, for the memories that made my life happier, for the people that failed me, for they made me learn, to be better each day.
TO BE CONTENTED, BEING SELF-TRANSCENDENCE.....



"Few needs of the human heart are greater than the need to be understood"

THE PEOPLE I WANT TO MEET BADLY

This is my Blues...

Why am I,
always racing against time?

I wonder...
how could i ever survive...

Streets are bustling,
hims, her, they, them
ALL.

However busy
this tiny world is...

A tiny dust,
is all I could see...

Gliding silently,
wherever she may be...

That's me.

A shadow of dust,
tagging along with me...
wherever I may be...

Half of me
feels empty.

The other half
filled with security.

As that shadow,
that never leaves...

Stays behind me,
Without Me.

Jumping into a well? Or flying high up the sky?

Life is so unpredictable, JUST LIKE ME. I do what i want to do, & I hope its all worthwhile..


THE MEAN LADY- is what im always known as, the sky becomes darker when your lips get wider. Which is why i have this title in everybody's brain. Lol, but who cares. God has its own eyes, there is no need to explain, whether its a truth or a lie. Deep down inside, you know. People tend to judge based on the surface, but often the surface is covered with painted tints of greys and just little hues of white. I have no time and energy to explain to the whole world. What i merely want is a simple life, with a simple him and a simple family. As simple as ABC.


"Be Good, Do Good, You will feel Good"

^-*

My Idol: Marilyn Monroe

Feel her aura & charisma, which flows from within ......


Taken at The Peak Gallery HK, hmm, doesnt really look like her though... At least a pic with her. LOL My Sweet Room, with my idol, my favourite winnie the pooh huggie, & that very very very special gift.............