Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Cutie Baby Boy










































Duck's nephew.. How lovely...

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Sombre Mood




Lovely Buangkok




Old school uh!!

Not my day, definitely. The mosquitoes here are loving me like hell, stop irritating
Me!!! The crew plus
Me had a great time last night And we're all ready to start working, getting ready for new challenges..




Stupid mosquitoes

Im trying to keep myself busy, like drop dead tired and go home snoring like a pig and wake up to work again.. There's nothing that awaits me at home. It only makes me even more upset.
Next year will be so different again.....


Love,
X'tina


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Location:Buangkok

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Putting on weight...

Here i am,

Sitting on a bench in a sub urban area hard to be seen in singapore.

Working, Waiting, getting ready for surprises... Guess what? Had fallen asleep in a automobile for more than 8 hours, by the time i woke up sun is beaming, i had to wash up and get ready for the day to begin busily with work! Haha, first time ever in my life.

We still have half a month more to go for this shoot.. In love with them 3 lovely boys! Hope they do grow up handsome and most importantly kind hearted..

So far so good, just getting cuter each day with my weight gain!

Haha, shall upload plenty pictures soon..

Loves,
X'tina

Monday, December 14, 2009

Blogging via dear iphone

Here i am, trying to blog and finally was a success cuz the blur me cant remember my password! Haha!

Im full from steamboat, tired..

*cant wait to finish my dear twilight before proceeding on to Eclipse..*

Love,
X'tina

Sunday, December 13, 2009

a.l.o.n.e

It seemed all so happy within me and around me, but it isn't so. Too much kept within that none is supposed to be shared. How tough. Too big a decision that took almost a year to decide, and yet it remain undecided. Too many whys for myself to answer, laughter fakes my sadness away.
Wasted another year, is it really so hard to make a decision?

Sincerely and deeply grateful for all the nice people that i've met. Im very sorry for whatever wrongs that I've done. I didnt want/mean to create uneccesary problems to add up to my already troubled life. And for those who did me wrong, I sincerely thank you too. You made me learn to be even stronger. But however strong I am, the emptiness inside is still screaming for help. Can you hear me?

**** I cant handle this all alone....****

Zouk Out 2oo9