Thursday, August 13, 2009

Dear God

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around
when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

My Dear Diaries.....

Left to Right:2001-2009 Memoirs of Me, Myself And I..




Its really more of reflections of the past to teach me to be better, wow, 8 years of diary-writing, I could jolly well make it a book when Im 80! Haha.. However reading it again has its ups and downs.. Memories are always hard to erase.....





2006 Ups & Downs


2003- Young and Dangerous.. LOL


2001- Naive and Fat



David Beckham use'd' to be the man, the apple of my eye. HAHA


This is my best friend, they are the only ones with me when im down, the only one with me to truly share my joy.. The one and only that i can trust... =)

Friday, August 7, 2009

Walking Alone...

Why do i feel that i have none to confide to, i seemed immune to the surroundings, which all seems surreal to contradict me. Or am i contradicting to all?
I am being myself, without realising who i am..
Wish i had a proper upbringing, but things didnt work out that way. I'll always have to run a marathon, all by myself.

I wish, I wish, I wish..

Someone would share my thoughts with me..


Love,
X'tina